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Sometimes your silly little ego may cost you  so much ......... Perhaps so much that you cant repair it back........ i am a living example..... my friend ......a childhood friend named Mohit was a kind of besttie....a good friend who was always there for me. we studied in the same class . he always depended on my notes.......he never listened to any lectures nor made any notes except for chemistry.....because right from his 7th grade he was in deep  love with chemistry mam -a beautiful young lady in her 20's.........the element named 'sense of humor' overflowed in him......i enjoyed speaking to him.....the atmosphere around him was always one out of fun and laughter ...... He had a  kind of medicine installed in him......the medicine to make anyone smile....let it be the saddest person on earth or the Hitler himself..!!!....after we completed our 10th grade he went away to another city with his parents and i remained as a day boarder in my own town........days passed by...

She was happily walking with her friend....talking...giggling.....many dreams about the future......many ideas for life......they both boarded the bus to reach back to their respective sweet homes...... SHIT!!!....OMG!! They boarded the wrong bus......this mistake changed their lives....especially hers... perhaps ended it..... She was hit ,raped,tortured like hell and finally thrown out of the moving bus on the roads late night...                       She cried,moaned out of pain,eyes open searching for help.......above the bloodsucking earth and below the dark sky........eyes still searching for help desperately......could hear the sound of horns blown..... could see the flash of vehicles passing by......but could not feel the freshness of night.....the only feeling which arouse was pain........no one bothered about.....she doubted her own existence...... pain ,anger, anguish, fear, all emerged from her in form of blood and tears........the moment almost came when she decided to