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I FALL...I RISE.... I LAUGH .....I CRY..... I LOSE......I GAIN..... I MOAN.....I GIGGLE.... I FALL......I STAND..... I HATE.....I LOVE..... I CURSE......I BLESS.... I GET DISHEARTENED ......I HOPE..... A HOPE FOR BETTER TOMORROW ..... A HOPE FOR A BETTER CAUSE TO LIVE LONGER...... WISH U ALL A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

I dont know to what extent movies inspire or influence others. But honestly speaking i m greatly influenced motivated by that stuff........after watching 'CHAKDE INDIA' i felt like becoming a player in any of the numerous game possible and rule over the great players of the nation......After watching the telugu movie 'LEADER' i felt like entering the politics and discarding all the foul politicians from Indian constituencies who dare to judge the fate of the people ........like wise i have actually thought of becoming a dancer....a singer....an IPS.....hah...... silly (to the peaks).....I realize that a movie has influenced me, when i get goosebumps all over me.....and that whole day i keep reminding myself of those scenes........The list of my dreams and ambitions are never going to end for many movies to come still....:P...Hope i make at least one my fantasies and dreams come true.......

From the 1st day you stepped on earth, from the very second after your birth, with the moist mesmerizing eyes, with the beautiful tunes of your little cries, u grabbed the love of everyone and made my life a great fun, the first time i touched your tender skin goosebumps popped on, for i have got a sweetest kin, though u never showed love on me in a direct way, but u showered a lot in the indirect way ,for me to say, such a sweet relation a brother and sister can ever have, in the childhood the elder sister serves the brother n protects him through out, next comes the turn of the younger brother who will serve her no doubt, when my thoughts roll down through the lane of memories, my heart rejoices for all my fears and tears to seize i miss all your sweet giggles and innocent laughter, which i wanna listen to every moment here after, i miss your chubby cheeks and you are worlds sweetest streak, i miss your big eyes so large and clear, for as ...

My car stopped by, at the traffic signal point.....he knocked at the glass pane of the car..... i opened it to see a boy of about 10 years staring at me with a months old baby in hand expecting the so called money ..(the element which draws a very narrow gap between the rich and the poor.........between a palace and a slum.......and sometimes between life and death..!!)...no parents to look upon them....parents left them out of utter poverty but he (10 yrs old kid ) dint leave his sister(baby).....he is still protecting her.....by begging for money to feed her milk...While his innocent eyes stared at me,those of his sister were close.she was having a good siesta on the towel on which he was catching her,while he was burning in hot sun of midday India ......he was almost dancing as he stood on a hot tar road bare footed......the heat of his body was compensated by the cool and pleasant breathe of his sister.hope she never grows big...... at least ...

Received child prodigy award from president for extra –ordinary IQ levels.....got best singing award from A.R.Rehman...... was acting beside tom cruise in Hollywood and with prateik babbar in bollywood and along with Mahesh babu in tollywood ........became the 1 st youngest parliamentarian......was highlighted in Forbes magazine  for being the upcoming successor of  Ambani,Mittal and Bill Gates.......the whole of Burj Khalifa was gifted to me for making it my residence......i had one entire state as one of my province in the huge wealth I owned.....even the presidents of many countries competed for being graced by my presence in their countries.........velvet carpet with roses rolled wherever i stepped......the things which i touch turned gold.......and the words which slipped from my mouth turned into reality..........no one dared to call me by my name but by adding the words of grace,respect and majesty.................i guess i would also have become a superwoman just l...

many things to say and many facts to share....many ideas to correct and many angles to be rediscovered ....feeling as if the whole eternity reduced its size merely into a small ping-pong ball leaving the entire space for me to feel and flow along with.... want  to travel along and feel every microparticle  possible. Wanna laugh for even the forever-slept to be awaken by the very vibrations of my giggles and cry until my tears turn into an ocean to flood the world.......want to run faster than light and want to shout until the voices and sounds bow before me with a mark of defeat.....want to fly so high that even zenith seems too low ...... wanna feel  such a thing ,so that i never knew that i ever existed....

inside a locked dark room with no light even to find the door itself except for the window with dust covered mesh behind the grills.me  too short to see through the window.catching the dusty grills of the window and standing on toes trying to have atleast a narrow glimpse of the outside world.was able to look into the street underneath.filled with people.men and women pushing each other to make their way out.all along on both sides of the road people selling fish items.sellers yelling out for their customers.i guess its kolkata.my heart beating fast to find some one who can take me out of that darkness.toes aching like hell but with little hope in my wet eyes i continued looking out of that window.!!...........finally got someone.its my own mom and dad walking through the crowd.i shouted with lots of joy in my heart " ma i am here!! please look above towards this window..!!ma here!!....daddy this is chinnu. i know you are searching for me. please take me out of here!!" to ...